Today is a day where I'm feeling completely flat.
I had to wear white to detract from the green tinge my face is taking on today. Prince William and Cate are an amazing couple and I'm beside myself for them but I can't help but feel completely jealous. Not because she will one day be queen, but because someone loves her enough to want to spend the rest of their life with her. I deserve that too.
They are a team. They decided together. They've shared 8 years together so far and many more. I deserve this too.
It's following that everything in my life has momentarily lost its rosey glow. I feel completely used and underappreciated at work. Terribly unmotivating.
The only saving grace today is that I know my lovely friend is returning to the homelands after three long years abroad and I cannot wait to have her grounding and caring presence more local.
3 wks and counting! hold on to your sanity! u can do it! You’re NEVER unappreciated in our circles. Tell them to eff off and get stuffed! Love u! xoxo
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